Let Hatred Be Positive

My Whole New Chapter Of Life

2010-11-05T02:28:00.001-07:00

It’s been time that I haven’t update my blog, and I don’t even bother..lolx..

Now the new days had come, getting into Internship…

I see the things I never see before, experience what I never thought of, together with the people that I had never imagined…

Even my perspective of life had been changed ever since I into this industrial training..

So lets begun our new chapter of life….

Back!!!

2010-05-10T11:38:00.001-07:00

It's been a while that I left my blogging life..
What kept me so long??
Cause Damn ALL that people who bugging my life!!!
But now they are all gone!!!!

Hope

2009-12-26T01:02:00.001-08:00

Be..

Whoever you wanted..

Live..

Whatever you like..

Hard?

2009-12-10T23:29:00.000-08:00

Things wouldn't get hard until you say it is...

What Would It Be For U?

2009-11-18T09:30:00.001-08:00

Facing a trouble,
An annoying one,
Frustrating, drive you to be more unconscious,
What would it take to be you??

命中注定我爱你

2009-08-26T00:21:00.000-07:00

最近看回一部久的台湾偶像剧，
《命中注定我爱你》
这次看了才真正的了解这部戏，
很白目的，很搞笑的，很温馨的，也很感人的，
喜欢上这戏里的角色，陈欣怡，
只会为人，为了讨好别人，自己却可以不顾一切的付出，
世上竟有这样的傻瓜，
就因为这角色，让这部戏深深的让我感知，爱情就是那么一回事。
当然，结局也是大家所希望看到的，大家欢喜，
欣怡付出的都一一得到回报，
幸福就是那么简单的一回事，有付出就有回报，
遇见了能让你幸福的就应该珍惜，

我呢，就遇见了。。。
你在某处看到这，希望你会得知我的心声。

Which place is best for studies??

2009-08-24T01:10:00.000-07:00

This post is for my friend who longs to get his studies over KL or wherever you are but you don't wanted....
Study anywhere is the same, no such thing is best for studies....
But for me, home is the best....
KL-busy hectic lifestyle...
Penang-for penang born people, this might get you bored...
Overseas-Experiencing a unfamiliar place, gaining experience...
For people who study at hometowns longs to come over KL or overseas, for people who study KL longs to go back hometown study or go overseas, for people who study at overseas, I definitely confirm that you'll miss your overseas whenever you back to Malaysia for several weeks...

Study???Or Education??Or Living?/

2009-08-24T00:55:00.000-07:00

Some say, study is a way of life,
Some say, study is a way of education,
Some say, study is a way of gaining knowledge,
But i say,study is on yourself...
There are several successful man which can be group into the world 100 richest list...
but they don't hold any certificates...
This is a strong prove that study is not a way of life....
Education, education are based on ethic and moral value, what we should do is that the thing which can be say as is a juice that worth to squeeze...Maybe that will a little for hard to understand, but what i'm trying to say is that the education we are getting now is what we gonna use for our life???
Don't tell me you gonna work for a same job for the rest of your life....
This is a strong prove that study is not a way of education...
Gaining knowledge, hmm...it's quite true that study is gaining your knowledge, but could it be 100% correct...???
Lawyers, Accountants, Engineers, even a Businessman...
Have you ever heard of a story tells that people are greed???
Lawyers might get a sum of money and pay the "right" to the bad guys??some people will say he is best lawyer... some people say that his heart is eaten by money...
Accountants, every single businessman i knew is employing a very good accountants to minimized the taxation that he had to pay, is this ethic??although it really the best accountants can do....they are really professional in that field...
Engineers...Lots of lots of thing to say...Read more news paper and you'll found out more and more civilized barbarian stuff....
This is a strong prove that study is not a way of gaining knowledge....
From all above...All of you might think that why I'm studying???
The statement i made is just to clarify that the purpose of study in my point of view....
No offenses...
All is up to you......

A pussy but with a Gun on his hand...

2009-08-03T22:50:00.000-07:00

What you gonna do when you hate someone??
Angry about him and makes your life miserable enough when you stay the same unit condo with him??Come on, you have the gun, while you are puss??
Or in other sense, throw away the gun and be a real pussy...???
Does that hits you??

Quotes of the month...

2009-08-02T06:55:00.000-07:00

Men want the same thing from their underpants as they want the things from women;
a little bit of support and a little bit of freedom....

Man doesn't control his fate by his own, but control by the woman in his life....

The Malaysia Policement....

2009-08-02T06:54:00.000-07:00

Must View This Link.........

http://advocateviews.blogspot.com/

Yui-Again

2009-07-21T12:28:00.000-07:00

From LYRICSMODE.COM lyrics archive

Lyrics | Yui lyrics - Again lyrics

Quotes

2009-07-16T02:31:00.000-07:00

我们每天在做的每一件事，上课，做功课，等等。
这些都是我们每天一定要做的事情，然而我们就抱怨说没有新鲜，
OR people likes to say that they have NO LIFE!!
这就是生活，做一些你不想做的东西，没办法，这就是生活，
然而人们应该在生活当中活出你的人生，
所谓人生就是人人渴望过的生活，无忧无虑，自由自在。
在生活当中活出自己的生活，画出一片属于自己的一片天。

Bored

2009-06-27T02:04:00.000-07:00

Killed by boredom....

....

你

2009-06-14T11:21:00.000-07:00

你说我不懂你，
真的，我不懂你，
可能我笨，但是我想告诉你，
让你快快乐乐，无忧无虑是我的心愿，
也是我一直以来做的事，
可能你不满足，
但是我会努力。。。

心里的结由谁来开？？

2009-06-14T10:45:00.000-07:00

你的不开心，
我的忧，
你的烦躁，
我的忧，
你的焖郁，
我的忧，
你的心结，
我的答案。。。
好好想想我给你的答案。
我无时无刻都在担心你，
你永远在我心里。

5 more days..

2009-05-22T10:43:00.001-07:00

Leavin penang in 5 days...
Anyone I left out in a gathering??

Long lost me...

2009-05-22T10:03:00.000-07:00

Anonymous, Friends, Mr. Wadsoever...
Anyone see this...leave a comment....
Define happiness in this current state of life.....for me...

Danger Act

2009-05-10T19:52:00.000-07:00

this fellow work at petronas gas station, and yet he is on phone when he is working...
location at simpang pulai....
dude, do you know what you work as??and where you work at??

Jk...This is for u...

2009-05-10T19:47:00.000-07:00

Before and after picture.....Children...don't play with fire...

Tan Lim Wee Kuan

2009-05-10T19:39:00.001-07:00

Tan Lim Kek Bai picture...

Exams Over

2009-05-10T19:36:00.001-07:00

After exam,
everyone will say:"what is book?"
haha...this is the feeling of finishing the last subject...
Good Luck for those still in the hall for their papers...

On the way home...

2009-04-17T00:02:00.000-07:00

I decided to come back to penang as soon as my class end,
I had an earlier ticket than the original date I purchased.
When on the time of waiting the bus arrive on the platform,
there is a guy coming towards me, showing me his identical form, he was a prisoner,
just out from JB prison, having RM 37.20 with some belongings when he out from that hell,
He ask me for some money to get himself back to IPOH...
Although I know the price or the money to take him from JB to KL is correct..
Even he holding the balance of RM 6 also correct...
I gave him the rest of the money of his to get him to IPOH,
Most people say that I'm being cheated,
but I'd say, "Maybe i'm being cheated, but as long i treat it as a good deed so what for i care if i'm cheated..."
Anyone, do you agree with me??

Where did it go?

2009-04-08T21:47:00.000-07:00

Lost of momentum for studies,
where is the initiative goes??
where is the will to pursue my success?
where did it goes?

A bus trip

2009-04-06T02:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,
I took a bus from penang back to kl, which it takes me 7 and a half hour to reach the MTF Pudu...
3:30 I step on the bus, 5:00 left from penang, wtf....
9:20 reach kl tol...stuck for 1 hour...reach Pudu at 10:30...
F**k...
KPB... MTF bus transport...

Recent Home Recipe...lol....

2009-04-06T02:39:00.001-07:00

I'm unwelcomed??

2009-03-24T00:19:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is the due date for some reports of manufacturing,
yet I'm still solo, no group yet..
Am i the unwelcome guy??
I absent for the lab, I was sick...
Then why isn't anyone would think of me even I'm not around??
Pathetic....
Should I join a gang??
The choose no at the start of the degree life,
I want to be joker to hang around all of you all..
But at the end joker is the solo....
Pathetic...
Nevermind...At least I still have some friend...lol...
Thanks Bro...

View From My Condo

2009-03-22T11:28:00.000-07:00

The view before sun goes down...

The view after the sun slides down to the edge from my sight...

Pursuit of Happiness

2009-03-18T11:01:00.000-07:00

Once again,
I watch that movie, Pursuit of Happiness.
Even though I watched it for more than a time,
but I still learning more from the movie,
Happiness is what we always wanted,
but it doesn't comes easily,
not all of the part of our life is called happiness,
only the one we would appreciate and urge for...
A changed in our situation or even it is the worst circumstances we could possibly face, never give up hope to pursuing the happiness in our life...

Change Style

2009-03-17T10:32:00.000-07:00

很久以前我的部落各是以中文开始的，
现在我又用中文来回味一会儿，
生活在吉隆坡快两年了，
生活从槟城的傲慢太子转变成吉隆坡的一位书生，
转眼间，
两年就那么过去了，
生活中有不少的变化，
就像我尊师，Mr Anthony, 所说的，
但是好是坏？
这应该都得看各人吧？？
时间，想追回？门都没！！

My Report...

2009-03-17T01:57:00.000-07:00

These are my report...
P/S: only 1 report...and it takes me 30 pages...

Sleep Style...

2009-03-16T06:06:00.000-07:00

Study till sleep...

Enjoy sleep?haha...
Sure both of them do...

Life...

2009-03-16T05:54:00.000-07:00

Rules are made to be break,
Promises are made to be fulfill,
We break all the rules to fulfill the promises,
Yet, we promise to break the rules....

Girl

2009-03-16T05:51:00.000-07:00

Girl are someone that we can't living with...
But girl are someone that we can't live without..
"at here I stand as a point of men"...
AGREE??

Busy Life...

2009-03-11T07:06:00.001-07:00

These few weeks I won't able to update my blog cause of busy with a load of assignment and also some test..
Feel bad for my recent attitude...
So down, so emotional...
What I'm gonna do?
I hardly to speak something in 3 days..
I get an impact from you...
That's it...
It's an impact, so there is no need to covering yourself in front of me...
Busy life...
Still slacking anyway...lol...

4:40 am...

2009-02-25T12:40:00.000-08:00

It's already 4.40 a.m.
And i can't sleep..
My mind is full of your picture...
What I'm supposed to do??
Try to get some sleep...
Ish Ish...

Tired..

2009-02-24T11:34:00.000-08:00

Sat down after back from class,
felt so tired,
tired of keeping my cool face off from my sadness inside..
tired of getting away from you..
tired of chasing you...
tired of doing anything..
And yet, I'm never tired for loving you...

Watermelon Day..

2009-02-22T08:50:00.000-08:00

This is the half watermelon I ate....

Dead...

2009-02-22T08:40:00.000-08:00

I'm addicted to you

2009-02-20T10:19:00.000-08:00

Hey, I just want you to know that i'm really addicted to you..
No matter what you say or what you do, I really care..
No matter how you treat me, I really care...
Even just a smile of you will also drive me crazy...
So please respond to me with care...

Maths

2009-02-15T02:20:00.000-08:00

These few days keep on doing maths...
It really drives me crazy more than anything else for me..
I would die for doing maths,cracking my head for solving it..
Anyway, I still have to do it...God...please give me some hints for solving all those question...
Maths...killing me softly....
Argh...

Live your life...

2009-02-13T22:06:00.000-08:00

I been asked for few question and shared some hard feel with my friends,
The opinion and their thought is just on one side...
No matter in what circumstances,
For instance, if they are single then they will find a girl or guy on valentines,
Is this a must??
Will it kills if single??
What I'm trying to tell is,
No one can cross over your life and make your life miserable,
No one can take away happiness from you..
The choice is on you...
Always has been...

Recent Play

2009-02-11T05:10:00.000-08:00

Recently I'm having a great interest of playing Rubik Cube...
Don't even know why, maybe because of I got a friend who is 1st in Malaysia,
No kidding, 1st in Malaysia..
So maybe my interest was lured by him??
My own Collection...haha...getting more....

Saturday Morning..

2009-02-06T19:10:00.000-08:00

Back from class...
After being a walking zombie at the morning...
after the class...
Woot!!
Back to live...
But, where were you yesterday??
Don't make me wait ok??
Please...
I'm....
Scared....

Love Me Plz...

2009-02-06T08:10:00.001-08:00

Love Me Please...
Haha...

Love Story

2009-02-06T08:07:00.000-08:00

Love Story-Taylor Swift
I listen to this song for more than 500 times I think,
But when will you sing it to me??
If you sing it to me, sure I will fall for you...
In fact, I'd falling into you for a long time ago...
Loving you...

Say I Love you...

2009-02-06T05:50:00.001-08:00

When did the last time I say these 3 words...
I think...haha...
The feeling of like someone is really suffering...
Want to see her but she wasn't around..
Wanna tell her how much I love her...
But she....
Argh....
I Love You!!!!!

My Mind??

2009-02-05T08:58:00.000-08:00

What I'm thinking??
When you're around, I don't know what to tell,
But when you weren't around me, I got a lot of things to tell.
My mind even turn to be blank when you're around...
Just wish to tell how much I love you...
Missing you all the time..
Emo for all the time when you're weren't around me...
Can you hear me??

My 100th post..

2009-02-02T05:36:00.000-08:00

My 100th post...
I get my blog in kl..
Post the 1st blog at kl..
1st post about kl..
100th post also at kl...
Finally today i'm back to kl...
Penang??

Diarrhea

2009-01-29T08:18:00.000-08:00

Get diarrhea by now,
Cheated by a bowl of "Wan Tan Mee"
The tauke never wash his hand after he poo...
OH MY FUCKING GOD...
Save me....

Supernatural...

2009-01-28T23:52:00.000-08:00

Lately I been thinking of some stupid and non logical question..
The question will be,
If you have a chance to have a supernatural ability,
What would it be, and why would you choose so??

Hereby, I answer this question,
I choose to have ability to make more time, or to be saying of manipulate time.
For me, time = money = memories..
If I have more time, I can earn more money,
If I have more time, I can share my time with my love one,
If I have more time, I can get more memories with my love one,
Even I got sickness, but I will choose to have more time to be spare for other things,
Time is my main concern for now...
Time..
Where can I get more time??

The 1st day of Chinese New Year..

2009-01-25T17:47:00.000-08:00

Wake up in the early morning, get someone angry about me,
how pathetic,
What I'm gonna do next??
Shut my mouth off to get rid of trouble??
When I could be so free??
Out of argue,
Out of pressure,
Out of everything...

New Year..

2009-01-24T22:27:00.000-08:00

Another post for new year...
New year, I really found out what is the meaning of New Year for me,
It's just a meaning of reunion or even just a meaning of cleaning house...
You all might think that it's all what we do during new year,
but for me, the meaning of new year is the only we have to do those things.
No meaning of New year for me,
Everyday just like the day we lived before...
So just live your life as you could..

New Year??

2009-01-21T11:00:00.000-08:00

Sorry, I posted a same title post b4,
but seriously I want to say something about new year,
Anyone, do you having the feeling of New year??
For me, it's totally NO...
i don't know why,maybe it's because of I came back from KL and felt that i'm just having 1 week break then coming back for fun..
Anyway,
Happy New Year..

Love Story

2009-01-20T08:43:00.000-08:00

Recently listening to a song called "Love Story" by Taylor Swift,
Felt the lyrics is very meaningful and the love story is the story which every girl ever dream to have...
But did that happened to the real life??
I wish to have that kind of life also...
But will that ever happened??
Anyway, I'll appreciate what I have by now..
Thanks...

Loving You...??

2009-01-19T09:26:00.000-08:00

Loving you..??
Suffering me..??
Loving you..??
Happiness be..??
Loving you..??
Patient be..??
Loving you..??
Whenever will be..??
Loving you..??
It's got to be...

New Year??

2009-01-19T09:21:00.000-08:00

Pili Pala, Pili Pala...
Sound familiar??
New year is coming....
Fire Crackers' sound is around everywhere...
The new year feeling??
Doesn't seems likely to be around...
Doesn't seems like New Year...
Where is the feeling of New Year???
No...
Nothing....
My mind is just full of you...
Happy Chinese New Year to you..
Although I'm not feeling like having it...
Adios...

Another saturday...

2009-01-17T10:12:00.000-08:00

The second week I'd been to kl...
Went outside with buddy, Midvalley...
I doesn't plan to spend any money today, but somehow,
I spend RM26.95 for a Rubik cube...
Sabotage by my friend...
Owh...
But I like it...
Thanks...

Tonight got Man U match...
1 : 0
Barbetov score...

Lost bike's key...
WTF.....

Gift

2009-01-15T10:00:00.001-08:00

When you get a gift,
You could be immortal,
You could live forever.
Who would you live with??

Electric Guy

2009-01-15T01:17:00.000-08:00

No comment???haha....
Our victim in the house...

Back to you

2009-01-15T01:15:00.000-08:00

When you read this,
don't hesitate, it's you who i want to tell...
I'm coming back to your heart...
No hesitation,
I'll be back for you...
Cause I love you...

Stunning Cars....

2009-01-14T07:45:00.000-08:00

This car doesn't seems easy to be found anywhere...
Stunning isn't??

Seoul Garden

2009-01-14T07:39:00.000-08:00

In this meal, I ate more than 1 kg prawns...
Oh GOD!!!!
Cholesterol high....

Sleep??

2009-01-14T07:25:00.000-08:00

This student, Name: Chan JK..
Found sleep in class....
Hopeless...

What is your comment on his face??

Photo token by Louis Ng,
In class, Chemical Engineering Thermodynamic...

Stunning isn't??

2009-01-13T05:52:00.000-08:00

Wow...V.A.I.O ???
Sony wor...

Come on, check it out....ACER V.A.I.O.???
The only one in the world....
haha....JK, you're really good...

Bad day...

2009-01-12T20:44:00.001-08:00

Slipper broken in a sudden when I'm on the way to Jusco....F**k...

Back to the morning, damn sick in the morning, F**k....

8 o'clock class, 2 hours lecture, then 4 hours break, then 1 hour math lecture....
F**k...

1st torn part...

2nd torn...

In fact, this is my new short pants which cost me 150 bucks....
F**k utar stupid lecture hall, both of the torn is cause by the lecture hall table...F**k it...

1st day in Sem 2...

2009-01-11T22:30:00.000-08:00

Morning breeze make me feel sick..
Yea, I am sick..
Sinus, follow me for 19 years....
Flu and sneeze every morning and night...
A bad start for the day...
Went the 1st Maths class, pretty bored, but have to study the laplace transformation...
A call from Vicky,
Went to canteen and meet my old buddies up...
Vicky is turning to be more round, even Lingesh either...
Me either...sob sob...
2nd class of the day, Solid Mechanics...
What the heck...same like statics...
but i was the unlucky 1, called up to be a white board cleaner...
Still have 2 Lecture to go...
See ya..

A date with you....

2009-01-09T09:28:00.000-08:00

Went out with friend from penang...
Feeling nice when went out with penangnites,
cause the feeling is just like I'm home....
I love it....
Do you enjoy it??
Hope you do...

Turborg??

2009-01-06T10:11:00.000-08:00

High In Fun,
Low In Boredom,
Mid In Emptiness...
What should I do??
Am I bugging too much...
Or just I'm not yours????
I don't dare to think too much....
I'm tired....

Finally...

2009-01-06T03:24:00.000-08:00

She spoke to me about it...
Tell me how about it...
I know about it....
I think about it....
I will go for it...
Thanks for everything...

KL

2009-01-06T02:07:00.001-08:00

I'm back into the town...
Tired....
1600....
Reaching with rain "welcoming"...
Guys....Girls...
I'm back...
Dudes....
I leave penang ad...

Faker

2009-01-04T07:16:00.001-08:00

Met a faker of me...
Shocked with the chat of him...
I think only a freak will do that kind of act...
Hereby, I sincerely apologized to everyone who being spam or even abuse by this faker..
I only got 1 email address which is jeffyeap523@hotmail.com

2009??

2009-01-03T10:22:00.000-08:00

A new year comes after every 31 of December...
The year fade away without any sense of attention...
My love for you become more and more strong...
Hey girl, I need you as I need to move on in my life...
Please read me if you can...

My 2009

2009-01-02T09:51:00.000-08:00

To Everyone...
Happy New Year...

This year...
actually seems like nothing important to happened during new year...
and this is wad i do in new year...

Mahjong in my house....haha....the 1st thing i do in 2009....

Coming right thru is my 1st meal in 2009....

The 1st time in my life that I ate over 20 dishes in a single meal...This gonna cost much...around RM 300++

P/S: All dishes is small portion only...if all is large portion...come on....Over RM 500++..

One kind

2008-12-30T07:27:00.000-08:00

Why you're always acting one kind after quarrel??
I'm bored...
There is no other way I can face??
Frustrated...
I'm sick of these...
I'm ain't the perfect one, but i'm not doing anything wrong either...
So please...
Consider me as a human...as a man...
Not FREAK....

Meet him for the 2nd times in penang...

2008-12-28T22:34:00.000-08:00

My mentor..
Mr Anthony Tan..
Out with him is a great lesson of life...
Learn things which couldn't get in our lecture..
For me, he is a very greedy man...
however, this is what keep him going to be successful all the time...
although this time he brought a car which he didn't wanted so much...
I could see that somehow, or am i know too well about him??
Once again i have to leave penang soon and I shall greet him what??
Hey ah sir, wish you have a better life??
He got what he wanted...somehow...
Hey ah sir, wish you earn more money??
He got kinda a lot of money...
Hey ah sir, wish you faster get married??
He is a....
haha....
Anything...Ah sir...
Thanks for being my friend and been my ah sir...

I'm A Lier...

2008-12-26T10:16:00.000-08:00

I dare to say that I'm living in a world of lies...
A lie to cover myself from the real me to the world..
to everyone around me...
I'm a faker to myself...
I'm hurt but i pretend to be strong..
I'm alone but i pretend to be joy...
I'm crying but i pretend to be laugh..
I'm sad but i pretend to be happy...
...
I'm fake for???

Manchester United Rox...

2008-12-26T08:59:00.000-08:00

Hurray...
Manchester United won...
Anything for the day??
Nope..
A chat with my sweet girl??
She sleep before I feel like chatting with her...
Ops...
Once again...
I missed the time...

Dato?

2008-12-25T01:39:00.000-08:00

There is an honor of Dato in Malaysia,
Before it comes to you,
who will you think about an honor of Dato will give to?
A person who being honor for supposed is a very powerful person..
which he have some authority or any special attitude in his carrier..
Somehow, I met with some of these dumb F***...
This morning...the 1st customer in my mom's restaurant..
Dato Blah Blah Blah...
A little late of service of me get his sarcastic words...
Owh, come on...
You step into my den and tell me what to do??
You're just a customer for me...
You are even with others...
Yeah, you got the honor of Dato in front of your name doesn't mean you're BIG...
So I don't give a s**t about what you say...
So Shut the F*** Up...
Honor is meant for respectful person, not these kind of Dumb F***

Christmas Eve...

2008-12-25T01:35:00.000-08:00

Christmas is a celebration for everyone i think...
No matter what kind of people you will also seen around town..anywhere which have some countdown.
when the time I seen anyone sure I'll wish merry christmas.
but the one I wish tell you "Merry Christmas" is you..
Do you know that??
I don't try to think about what I'm gonna do when I see you...
For me, you're just stunning...
Anyway, it's a great night...
I like it...
Reach home on 3:46 a.m.
What a night...

X'mas?

2008-12-23T09:02:00.000-08:00

Speechless for this X'mas....
anyway, it doesn't seem to be any important to me..
I'm not a Christian...but somehow it also doesn't give anything for me to celebrate...
should say i never really celebrate for it...
just a meal which will be more better than the normal days...

A drive back home

2008-12-21T10:29:00.001-08:00

My friend always share opinion with me,
he is really my lifelong buddy...
he knows me very well..
somehow he reads my mind..
and today i stood up here to say thanks for this dude....

The Match

2008-12-21T10:27:00.000-08:00

11:55 p.m. 21 of dec...
Arsenal vs Liverpool
come one...this gotta be fun..."what i thought before the match start"
ends up...god damn match after second half red card for arsenal player...
swt....

Quotes..

2008-12-20T23:52:00.000-08:00

演技要求完美，可得众人赏心悦目，
感情要求完美，只得自己遍体鳞伤。

完美主义者，
你懂这道理吗？

腐败的社会何时会改变？
少年人出来社会工作都患上了公主病，或者王子病。
你说这些责任该推给谁？
家长？
教师？

自己想想再把苗头指向谁。

Sick...

2008-12-19T08:19:00.001-08:00

Why people have to sick....
Hate to be sick....

How lucky I am to have you in my life...

2008-12-19T03:01:00.000-08:00

Somehow i know that what i always do doesn't seen to be much good for you...
You're important in my life,
When the time i be with you i feel great..
I feel you're happy...
And I know it...
But why just time makes us apart..
The time goes by and I don't even know it...
In my life...i wish....
I wish that i could turn back to tell you that I love you...
In the moment where I feel passionate..
In the moment when I need you right in my arms....
Sorry that i'm late...

17 days left??

2008-12-19T02:57:00.000-08:00

17 days left to be at penang,
started to have the feeling of unforgeable...
i wanna be at penang to study...
can ah??
I miss those days with you..
I miss those days with my family...
I miss those days with my friends...
but the thing i most wanted is to be at penang...
Oh god,
it's time again to go back there...
What to do???

Boredom, Freedom, Joyful.

2008-12-18T19:24:00.000-08:00

Bored of the life of everyday is like the day before....disgusted..
Freedom, gets me rest, out of burden...but i'm missing you...
Joyful, I enjoy to be live in penang...but i can't see you soon....

Do you still remember?

2008-12-17T18:26:00.001-08:00

28 Of May, 2006
My 1st day of UTAR life.
I struggle much for moving forward,
tears were drop, the pain for leaving home...
I'm homesick...
I'm all alone, that is the time I know that I'm all alone,
I came along so far from hometown,
All by my own,
Discover KL all by my own,
Look thru all the unfamiliar faces, unfamiliar roads, unfamiliar building, unfamiliar environment,...
I hate the things which unfamiliar to me,
when it comes 1 by 1, it's fine, but it's all unfamiliar...
Make me the feel of I'm freak...

Count from the day,
It's 1 year and 6 months and 20 days....
It's been awhile huh....
The day I get out from house, and the day I am here is totally different...
Hey friends, Do you feel different?

My Thoughts, My Believes

2008-12-16T21:55:00.000-08:00

Before I start to write anything,
I state here that I'm not offensive to anyone when i write this blog.

A sudden question from an unknown in facebook,
Do you believe in god?
Here comes my mind spinning for answer, although I'm not that believe in anything...
What is the thing makes me believe to survive in this life or even in this world..
And at the end my answer would be $$MONEY$$...
I know that somehow others will think or even criticize me as materialistic person.
I'm here just to speak out my word, we are living in a world of realistic, why can't we face the problem? Everyday we wake up for living and yet we are doing everything to make money.
Maybe some people would say that he live his life to be more colorful and makes good to mankind, but ends up you still need money for living, need money to makes life greater, not to say a huge amount of money, but you still have to pay for whatever you do, meals, travel, daily usage, whatever you do, you have to pay, have a normal meal, healthy, which could be a little bit tasty, how much would cost you per day for each person?
Due to some personality of someone I met for, he live his life in a very mean way, what i trying to tell is, he is a very stingy guy, counts every single thing in receipt when we buy some daily things together.
Is this show that he is totally a bad attitude, when we say:"Come on, it just a few cents, no need to be bother." He still insist to pay back, what to do??He is just doing for his living, he care for what he want, he likely to move forward to have a great life...

Talk about believes,
God?
Now is the time which when we suffer the economic crisis, do God know how do we do now?
Do HE pay for the consequences?
I say, Come on, this is the consequences of mankind, it doesn't bother any God, it just human who doing this mess.
Somehow Mother Earth is the only "GOD" that we should though of, cause the Earth "do" anything upon its wish. Otherwise, any other things or phenomenal happened is only caused by human. For instances, land slide, breakage of ozone layer, global warming, and etc.
These will happen only if human does anything to the earth, and this is what we paid for the act.
So live life to the max...

Though of Ron, Free Thinker...

I'll be there...

2008-12-16T07:09:00.000-08:00

I'm scared,
I'm coward,
I'm out of my mind,
I'm ruined,
I'm lost,
I'm lonely,
I'm missing you,
I need you...
But whenever you need me, just tell me,
Cause I'll be there for you..
I know that you're lonely somehow, and you're scared to be hurt,
I know that you're scared of alone, and when your lights turns on make me think of you,
worry of you...
Am I bugging you too much??
Tell me so if I am...

How much I missed you...

2008-12-16T05:33:00.000-08:00

Day by day,
I miss you,
Hours by hours,
I thought of you,
Minutes by minutes,
I wish be by my side,
Second by second,
I wanna tell you how much I love you....
Girl,do you know that i love you....

New??

2008-12-16T00:47:00.000-08:00

Hurrays....my new shoes.....

I can't get you girl..

2008-12-15T10:19:00.000-08:00

You drives me crazy all about you..
but somehow you're holding back when you together with me..
or even you think others when you together with me...
sometimes you gets me going to nuts to think what's in your mind..
sometimes you gets me heading to your heart but you leave me fall from canyon after that...
sometimes you gets me or you don't??
girl...i like you...
get me??

给她的一封信

2008-12-13T21:29:00.000-08:00

学会了写blog，也学会了把心情写进了blog。
想写封信给她，
你不知不觉的走入了我的世界，也不知不觉的偷走了我的心。
可能你不懂吧，但是对我来说你就是最特别，最好的那个。
我不懂你的心，也不懂得怎样去关心你，让你看不到我对你的关心。
我很失败吧，有时我真的很想你在我身边，但是我心中的痛就不想让你知道。
因为我是个怪人吧，所以不会随便把心中的事告诉任何人，眼泪就往肚子里吞，
我真的流泪哭的时候是不会有声音的，那也都是7年前的事吧。
现在的我也有流泪的时候，只是碰到心事时吧。
你可能没有见过我真正伤心的时候，
但我想告诉你，失去你会是我最痛的时候。
谢谢你，因为你没有在我眼前消失。
现在你得到你所要的东西了吗？
愿你听懂我的心。。

知足

2008-12-13T08:55:00.000-08:00

知足？
人会知足吗？
当你拥有了一样你想要的东西或者时光。
你会知足吗？
你会满足吗？
人是贪婪的，
人是自私的，
人是险恶的，
人是不好的，
你同意吗？
想想自己的所做所为，
想了才答这问题。。。

Winner???Or Loser??

2008-12-11T17:14:00.001-08:00

She got what she ever wanted...
My dream is also coming true...
I doesn't seems like want to have her, but just want her to be happy than any other girl...
Somehow she doesn't think about me either...
Anyway, i'm still doing it cause i think that the juice is worth to squeeze...
Cause win or lose makes no different...
The effects comes to be the same...

A Strike By Her...

2008-12-09T10:33:00.000-08:00

A message was brought by her....
That i'm out of her way...
Good for me..
Best for her...
but you know what girl...
i'll hurt...please let me cure before i get strike...
and i get you girl...
i get you....

Life, Not Living

2008-12-09T07:09:00.000-08:00

This is a song which performed by Dance Yourself to Death.
I really like this song but no matter how hard i tried to find this song but i still failed...
Just by the title of the song, so meaningful, life, not living...
In fact it is fucking right...we live our life not living the life....
Means we live our life with driving our own dream...
So this is the message i always tried to interpret to all my friend....

My stupid face which captured by tze yee....thanks to tze yee that capture i'm living my life....

The Feelings is back..

2008-12-09T07:05:00.000-08:00

Back to penang...
Which i don't really realize that i'm supposed to back at here...
however, there are a few things i wanted to share at kl..
some feelings and some emotional react to it...
someone is making me in that way which i wish that she would know that...
someone is making me looked like fucked up and that would be my friend from penang...
someone is making me confused which i prefer not to mention him cause he is my best buddy..
someone is making me look awful cause she is the one for me...
but what the heck...
I live my life...
Not living the life...